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Monday, November 27, 2006 7:18 PM
i feel like a fool. i shouldn't even bother to talk to you today.
its sad when people close to you are so discouraging. why don't they believe?
i mean i can feel it... is it all just a joke? or was it all my imagination?
"the higher you hope, the harder you fall"
are all guys like that? like what you ask? like lead you on or do something sweet and you'll fall head over heels in love with them. such guys are jerks. i thinkallmost guys are jerks. urgh!
i finally found courage to type out what i wanted to say before i went offline.
and suddenly you went offline just like that! i guess you didn't know my heart sank.
i don't know if you saw what i said.. sigh. maybe its God telling me that he's not the one. i choose not to believe. like what Elmo says 'deny'.
sigh.. but how long can this go on? i'm super vexed over it. argh. i'm only hurting myself.
haha. i feel so dumb. i shouldn't even be feeling this way la. like in l-o-v-e. puppylove :Z
i feel like the dumbest girl alive. go on, laugh at me :(
Sophia, thanks for being ever so encouraging. i love you love you love you(:
though i only got to know you better recently but it seems like i've known you for a long long time! such great company. & you're actually very soft on the inside. heh heh.
Elmo!!! where's your laopo? hah. are you blushing now? hmm, yeah. you're not a jerk cos you're not even a guy. ouch, don't feel hurt la. i was just joking! anyways, thanks for believing me though you don't know the whole thing. so sweeeeet. haha. you stealer! how dare you try to steal my icon. ahaha. good thing i disable the right click thingy. :P
ask me & i'll send it to you online la! oh oh. cheater la you. view my source. i'm gonna find a way to disable my source one day! i found a way already. when people try to view your source, all that comes out are rubbish, not your real source! but the steps to it are confusing.
Eudora Shin ahhhhh. what's so unbelievable. you don't believe i can do it huh huh huh! pffts. sometimes you're just so insensitive lo......... :( & you're super rough. haha. *sits on Eudora*
i want another sleepover. bring me back a camel ok. i want a white one. :)
Pearlyn is so cuteeeeeeeee. when i told her i can bake for her christmas cookies guess what she said?
popcorn pizza and candy stick! says:
oh WOW!
cool!
hehwhooo
hahahaha. so cute. :D
God, please show me three signs. show me three signs which will tell me he is The One.
i'm really anxious to know who's MY ONE. aaaaaaaaaaaah. i wanna know! i wanna know!
i shall go think of three signs now and write it in my journal. i can't write it here cos i know he reads my blog. furthermore, its btw me and God. and letting anyone know before God shows me the three signs will be considered cheating.
brother is crazy. he came up with a first sign that he'll hug me before he leaves. like...........!!!
i'm not even sure if i'm gonna send him off. it sounds impossible but bro says nothing is impossible with God. aiyah, i think that's just crazy.
must stand by faith. faith. faith.
i hope God will show me the three signs. he will(:
raison d’être -Don't mess. I'm fantabulously fantablous says:
bb
this is an auto message : bye bye! (:
)': you did it all for me. says:
this is an auto message : don't bluff
its sad when people close to you are so discouraging. why don't they believe?
i mean i can feel it... is it all just a joke? or was it all my imagination?
"the higher you hope, the harder you fall"
are all guys like that? like what you ask? like lead you on or do something sweet and you'll fall head over heels in love with them. such guys are jerks. i think
i finally found courage to type out what i wanted to say before i went offline.
and suddenly you went offline just like that! i guess you didn't know my heart sank.
i don't know if you saw what i said.. sigh. maybe its God telling me that he's not the one. i choose not to believe. like what Elmo says 'deny'.
sigh.. but how long can this go on? i'm super vexed over it. argh. i'm only hurting myself.
haha. i feel so dumb. i shouldn't even be feeling this way la. like in l-o-v-e. puppylove :Z
i feel like the dumbest girl alive. go on, laugh at me :(
Sophia, thanks for being ever so encouraging. i love you love you love you(:
though i only got to know you better recently but it seems like i've known you for a long long time! such great company. & you're actually very soft on the inside. heh heh.
Elmo!!! where's your laopo? hah. are you blushing now? hmm, yeah. you're not a jerk cos you're not even a guy. ouch, don't feel hurt la. i was just joking! anyways, thanks for believing me though you don't know the whole thing. so sweeeeet. haha. you stealer! how dare you try to steal my icon. ahaha. good thing i disable the right click thingy. :P
ask me & i'll send it to you online la! oh oh. cheater la you. view my source. i'm gonna find a way to disable my source one day! i found a way already. when people try to view your source, all that comes out are rubbish, not your real source! but the steps to it are confusing.
Eudora Shin ahhhhh. what's so unbelievable. you don't believe i can do it huh huh huh! pffts. sometimes you're just so insensitive lo......... :( & you're super rough. haha. *sits on Eudora*
i want another sleepover. bring me back a camel ok. i want a white one. :)
Pearlyn is so cuteeeeeeeee. when i told her i can bake for her christmas cookies guess what she said?
popcorn pizza and candy stick! says:
oh WOW!
cool!
hehwhooo
hahahaha. so cute. :D
God, please show me three signs. show me three signs which will tell me he is The One.
i'm really anxious to know who's MY ONE. aaaaaaaaaaaah. i wanna know! i wanna know!
i shall go think of three signs now and write it in my journal. i can't write it here cos i know he reads my blog. furthermore, its btw me and God. and letting anyone know before God shows me the three signs will be considered cheating.
brother is crazy. he came up with a first sign that he'll hug me before he leaves. like...........!!!
i'm not even sure if i'm gonna send him off. it sounds impossible but bro says nothing is impossible with God. aiyah, i think that's just crazy.
must stand by faith. faith. faith.
i hope God will show me the three signs. he will(:
raison d’être -Don't mess. I'm fantabulously fantablous says:
bb
this is an auto message : bye bye! (:
)': you did it all for me. says:
this is an auto message : don't bluff
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